Wednesday, February 23, 2011

I'm not "allowed" to get sick . . . am I?

Horrible night of literally no sleep and coughing and gagging until I vomited, more than once.  Think I even scared hubby, as he holed up in his computer room and didn't come out for most of the night.  But he also knew I wanted to be left alone, as there wasn't anything he could really do to make me feel better, except get me more tissues!  Finally got allergy tested today, and among many other things, I am now allergic to cats.  Bummer, as we have a couple.  Oh well, the good news is that I can get "cat allergy serum" added to the cocktail of everything else I get injected with, so hope things will take a turn for the better.  Unfortunately, there will be a wait for the new serum.  I am really, really hoping that I can actually get some real sleep tonight, but the meds don't seem to be working fast enough.

Hubby's anti-anxiety meds finally came in the mail yesterday, and we talked about the necessity of him STAYING on them, and taking the right dosage.  Still don't know if he "gets it" or not!

It's so frustrating for me when I don't feel well, as so many things go undone.  That's when I realize the full magnitude of everything I normally do.  Always feeling I have to stay well, as everything goes to hell when I am sick!

1 comment:

  1. Sorry to read of your discomfort and frustration and feelings of aloneness. HUGS and LOVE