Modified on 2/13/18: I was married to man who was a Type 1 diabetic for over 30 years. He also had sleep apnea, spinal stenosis, neuropathy, gastroparesis, and retinopathy. He had triple bypass surgery and a kidney transplant (I was the living donor). Because of his high and low blood sugars, mood swings were a constant concern. Although I tried very hard to stay, we lost each other along the way. Leaving was a very tough decision for me, but staying was even more difficult.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
What the hell am I doing?
This is one of those evenings when I wonder why I am still married to this man. Too disheartened to write about it all right now. I'm just so tired of the insanity. More later . . .
Lilly, I have been in your shoes so many, many times. Rest. Take time. When you are ready, write about it. We will listen. And trust me, we know the question, we know the answer....we know the "unanswer", too.
Lilly, I have been in your shoes so many, many times. Rest. Take time. When you are ready, write about it. We will listen. And trust me, we know the question, we know the answer....we know the "unanswer", too.
ReplyDeleteI have been there many times myself. Take care of yourself.
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